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♥ Tuesday, September 29, 2009

today, school was rather shitty. tried my best chionging work in school till 4. then had lunch and went home.
bathed, then online a while. soon yong talked to me. and told me to do 1000 pumping a day! i was like WTH! i do 250 only, and my muscles strained alrdy sia. hais, i think i got to train more liao. haha!
i'm now waiting for jielin to finish, then gonna go to bed. macs tmrw i guess! :)





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@11:35 PM
♥ Sunday, September 27, 2009

25 sept (happy day)

went to school as usual, and spent my time trying to understand my studies. this is the final leg, and my last chance. i will chiong all the way now. anw, after school went to meet lawrence for lunch, and he came to my place to study. we studied till 4? then left for primary school to play basketball. haha! played ball till 5 or 6? then went to bath, then slacked in the P.E room. lorena came. played with her, and had a heart to heart talk w her. after that, we were joined by the others and started playing and catching up. tried dunking mr muz in water. :P played till 9? went back to p.e room to slack and camwhored. laughed at antje's bimbo acts. haha! went home at 1030? called macs, took a shower, ate my macs and slept.
i will upload the pics when i get them.



26 sept(boring day)

spent my whole day studying today. found out that i was sick but still didnt care. haha! chionged beer at night still! and watched F1 go lewis! woots!



27 sept (sad day)

woke up at 7:30? went to wash up and went to church. had cathecism class, and went home after that. bathed and studied. but before that, i went to read her blog, and i feel that since i'm like so negative in her thoughts, i will let her go. there's no point holding back now. although i still love her, i want her to happy. and i believe that she'll be happy w him since she kept talking about him even in the 7 months of our relationship. i just hope i have made the right choice by pulling out. may she be happy always. as for me, i'll be studying hard, and training hard too. Hais.. anyways, i'll be going to watch F1 ltr. hopefully i'll enjoy it somehow.




hmm, i guess thats all. till then, bye!





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♥ Thursday, September 24, 2009

Special Post For Miss Soo Jie Lin !

haha, today was as usual. studied almost the whole day. tuition for 3hrs, and after tuition, went shopping. bought to t-shirt. 1 hot pink(my fav) and another was green. haha! after shopping, went straight home, and now, i'm pei-ing jielin, waiting for her to go and sleep!haha,that's all for today, bye! :)




(btw, MISS SOO JIE LIN FINALLY SAID THAT SHE MISSES ME! WOOTS! :D )





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♥ Sunday, September 20, 2009

19September2009

Happy B'day Boon How!

woke up at 8:30 in the morning? went to wash up and did some work. studied till 10? then went to bath and changed. haha! took 1 hr today, as i needed to do my hair and also choose clothes. haha! anw, went out at 11:20, and met weilong and frederick at 11:45. we were supposed to go for pool but i was underage. so we went to play lan after jian shen joined us. lan-ed till 5? then went to orchard for sakura with team. reached sakura at 6? but only started eating at around 7 cos some were late. haha! ate quite a lot and almost vomit. but luckily i didnt. we had dinner till 8:30? then went to cine to play arcade. but weilong and i had other motives. hehe.. played till 9:30? then we played catching at orchard. haha! :) reached home at 11:40? but couldn't sleep cos i read her msg, and i felt dam bad. i guess that i'm rellying on others too much liao. but then again, i was just looking for someone to confide to. and as usual, i couldn't sleep the night again. only fell asleep at 6:45? hais.







20September



woke up at 8:45? washed up and rushed to church. was late for class, but luckily didn't get scolded. today had talk about missions, and then we had group discussion for our project. hopefully it would go well. anw, went home straight after class, and ate lunch. after lunch, went to study for about 2hrs? then took a 1 hour nap. after napping, studied again, until it was time for dinner. took a 30 minute break from dinner, and started to studying from 7 to 9:30. watched soccer after that, and now, i'm blogging. hais, just read her twitter and since she's drinking again, i guess i would 'join' her tonight. St James, here i come!





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♥ Monday, September 14, 2009

today, was a rather bad day.

woke up in the morning, went to take my shower, and headed for school. met chinkang at the log in area and i saw her. avoided her, for i didn't know what to do at that time. walked back to class, and saw brandon laughing at my hair, so i went to talk to him outside his class. chiong-ed chinese with weilong after that, and went for assembly.
our first lesson was Ande, and spent my time slacking. after Ande was pe, which was also slacked. our third period was chemistry, and mr wong was not here. so went to chiong chinese homework with junxi and co. recess was spent snacking in class, and slept through chinese class. was biting myself while i was sleeping. -.- after chinese, had bdg. slacked again. the only lesson i had was math today, and i spent time doing my work. haha!
after school, went for lunch w weilong, and went to study in the library. did my chemistry today.
went home at around 5? took 45, and forgot to drop as i was watching tv. so had to walk a distance till the nearest bus stop. but in the end, i found myself walking home, as the second bus i took got involved in an accident. wtf! i'm so suay. reflected on my way home.
took a nap after reaching home, and had dinner when i woke up. studied for awhile, and i had just hanged up the phone with her. got a earful from her, for changing. (and that's in her opinion)





to theresa:

although we have already broken up, i still have a glimpse of hope in my heart that we would get back together. but after that call, i didn't know whether we still had hope. every single thing that i used to do when we were together, i would think about you, considering and weighing the facts if you were to like it. but every single thing i do, you'll usually reject it. you told me to be mature, but when i changed, you told me you wanted to old me back. and i really tried to compromise everything. now after we had broken up, i wanted some time for myself. some time to help myself get back up again. so i msg-ed a few friends, both guys and girls, and they were the closest friends that i have. and now, you are saying that i'm hong-ing girls, just because i msg-ed them, and didn't msg you for a few days. did it ever occur to you, that what you had sayed would hurt me? yes, their names appeared in my blog and vice versa, but have you ever thought of what had happened? or why their names are here on my blog? and truthfully, i have not thrown a single piece of couple thing that we have had, as i can't bear to. and i just want you to know that all i ever wanted was a girl to be by my side, a girl who understands me well, and would love me whole-heartedly. and i would be willing to give up everything, including my life, for this. i may not be a good guy, or a good boyfriend. but i always put in my 101%, in everything that i've done for you. lastly, i don't know if you're gonna read this post anot, but hopefully, you would. this is all coming from the bottom my heart, and i would be hoping for a reply of some sort, negative or positive. i just want you to change a perspective of how things are. and even if you hate me at this point, i will understand fully, for the truth may hurt. this would be all i wanna say. take care, and may you find your happiness out there.





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♥ Saturday, September 12, 2009

I'm Getting Old!

haha, i found out that my memory is getting bad. cos i brushed my teeth twice just now as i forgotten if i had alrdy brushed my teeth! and although JieLin told me, it was too late. haha. but thanks for the effort though! :)

anyways, today was rather boring.
woke up - study - lunch - study - went down to study - watch tv - went drinking - dota.

yeaps, that was my empty hearted day. hais, i find myself drinking everyday. haha! and i find my wallet getting lighter daily cos of alcohol. shit man! haha.. anw, tmrw havin training. so can't rlly blog much le. goodnights everyone!





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♥ Wednesday, September 9, 2009

today, studied the whole day and went to joshua's bbq in the evening. although it was rather fun, i felt that something was missing. how i wish that there was someone with me there to enjoy the day. anyways, met a few new people, and played ball w them. pushed girls into swimming pool, and jumped in myself. haha! :) hais, drank about 3 - 4 cans of beer? and as usual, joshua was drunk. today he got drunk just by 1 - 2 can of beer. hahahaha! okay, i got to go now! waiting for someone to call me. haha.. :)





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@11:05 PM
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today, was one of the worst day in my life. woke up late in the morning, and had to rush to physics in school. luckily, i reached there on time. Shi hui pei-ed me during physics which i tried to put in my 101% in it but i can't. i just can't stop thinking of her.
went straight home after physics, had lunch, and went to slack w yixin. hais, at least she managed to cheer me up alittle, but as time flew, i found myself at home doing my studies again. had a talk w my dad, and went down to meet yixin and her friends again. it was alrdy 11 then. just hung up the phone w a weilong, and i'm gonna wait. wait till the sun rises again.

anyways, i have thought it through. i have decided to let you go, although i still love you. i will wait, and meantime study, for a better future. although i'm devestated, i guess that i have to move on. you're not the only tree in the forest, but you're the only girl i love, and will love. i don't know whether we could be together again. but for now, studies for you and me is our priority. and i'll stick to the oath of protecting you. although i'm no longer your bf, hope we could still be friends. and even be a couple again next time. till then, i will be waiting. hope you'll find your happiness out there, and may the lord be with you.


I will be known as White Dragon for now, but you can still call me devil.
" A dragon by name, but a devil in your hearts "





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@12:04 AM
♥ Monday, September 7, 2009

today was Day 2 without Theresa, and it's killing me already. woke up after a 3hr sleep from sleeping pills, and started to study at 9. studied till 12, and went for lunch. continued studying till 5. took a break till 7 and started studying again. but with so long hours of studying, i don't know why i can't concentrate. because everytime i focus, the thought of her drifts me off. i miss her, and i want her back. and i will work towards that.


to Theresa:

you have not made the right decision. you just made my life worst.





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@10:08 PM
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Dear Theresa Kang,

After the last sleepless night and those times thinking deeply, i have decided that it's your right that you should know this. It's not totally your fault that this happened to us. As the saying goes, it takes two hands to clap. And I just want you to know that it's also my fault. You're a nice girl and a nice girlfriend. But i am not, with all my immature acts and stuff. I'm sorry that i didn't keep to my promises, and i just want you to know that i'm sorry. how i wished that i could turn back time, and cherish you again. Sorry for taking you for granted. And although we have broken up, i hope that we could be the best of friends, or even get back together again. although you told me that you don't have any feeling for me, i know that deep down there, you still have feelings for me. lastly, i really want you to know that I LOVE YOU. and i want you know that whenever you need help, i will always be there for you, and I will be waiting for the time when you'll be back in my arms to come. i hope you'll know how i feel as life without you is meaningless and i really want you back. let's start all over again alright? i will be waiting for your answer.


Love,

Tasmann Lim.





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@12:35 AM
♥ Tuesday, September 1, 2009

I guess that my previous post won't be the last post anymore, as Theresa and I are back together again! WOOTS! hahahahahahaha!

baby,

thanks for being back together with me again. i'll work hard and show you some improvement de okay? and you mean everything to me my love. I LOVE YOU, Theresa Kang Mei Shi!





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